Sad and Lonely

Well, I'm sick. Son of a bitch. I have been trying to rest and not get any worse, but yesterday, going to work (and all of the headaches and stress that that entails) and then going to class to do clinic, I'm worn out and don't want to do a thing but go back home, take serveral nice swigs of Nyquil, and crawl in bed till I feel better. I'm not going to class tonight. I've already decided, and since I left early last night (pissing my teacher off to no end), it will give more creedence to skip tonight, as well. Besides that, I really need to not push myself. It's getting too close to to the weekend. I wish I could think of something else I could take. I know I want to stop at Safeway for some more Smart Waters Defense (unless they're all sold out there like they were at Target yesterday). I have been eating more, since I thought it would be good to fight off whatever this is in my throat, but now I feel like I've just ballooned back to previous proportions, or I cuold, if I kept it up. My stomach has shrunk considerably over the last five months, so evern when I do eat a lot, it's still not like I used to all the time. Well, after my Mom's party the other day, I could tell my stomach was stretched, and now I'm afraid I've let myself back where I'm going to be hungry all the time and eating for something to do.