Friday, October 10, 2008

Tomorrow We Can Drive Around This Town

Today is my last day here. I can barely contain my joy haha. Toying with the idea of leaving early--- what are they going to do, fire me? Probably should refrain from doing that though. Yesterday, I ate so bad, but I figure I will not be going out like I was everyday once I start the new job, and also I will not have those fucking conferences pushing food. Yesterday, I suppose as a last hurrah or something, I went to Chik-Fil-A, didn't eat all the nuggets, though. Debating today whether I want a bagel for lunch, or should I just behave myself?

Went to The Wind-up last night. Was terribly happy to see Nick. Listened to that mix with the Ryan Adams cover of Wonderwall and The Gin Blossoms' Hey Jealousy, then Alkaline's Radio (twice). Discussed Project Runway, ridiculous. I cannot believe that that woman is going to Bryant Park. I will be glad when Top Chef begins. Victor finally made it out, although without the Buick. He and Joe Red came out around 1 with a disc-portfolio of Victor's work to show Russell, so hopefully he can have an exhibition there. Headed home after that, both of us tired. I am glad that it is the weekend, and that I have this next week off. There is an away game on Sunday and Chris may be having people over again. I hope I remember to bring something this time. I feel weird going to people's houses and eating and not having brought something.

I finally got on MySpace last night after like two weeks. Angel put up some of her pics from last weekend, which I added. Watched some videos on YouTube and did my laundry. Saw Jonathan Stewart and Colbert, which I hadn't seen in a long time. I think that that is why I have been so lackluster and uninformed (and uninterested) with the election so far, because I haven't been watching those shows like I used to. I remember now that I also wanted to watch the new Sunny episodes.

Buba and Pop would be married fifty-five years today. I will hit the cemetary either today or Monday. I can't believe that it's been so long. I am so afraid of losing stuff, of forgetting, it is getting further and further away, and I have had to refrain from remembering in some ways, to cope, but I am afraid thatI may not be able to recall it at all at some point. It means so much to me.

I will be glad to see Nick later and start the weekend.

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