So when I finally got to leave work Thursday, later than I should have, after experiencing the sheer bedlam that is my job, I was all excited because I was off on Friday. As I was going out, my phone went off for a text and it was Tony saying something had come up and he wouldn't be able to go out, but that he'd call me and he was sorry. So I was a little bummed about that, then I discovered that my car had been fucking towed by those bastards at my work for illegal parking bullshit. I had to call Carm to come get me and the next morning (Thank God I was off), take me all the way to Cockeysville to get my car back, after paying $305.00 that I totally could have paid some bills with. Motherfuckers. Anyways, I finally got to talk to Tony yesterday and he told me that he felt he owed me the knowledge that he and his ex-girlfriend spoke the day before and while he knows nothing of what, if anything, this talking will lead to, he felt I should know about it and then make a decision. You've GOT to be kidding me. Here he was saying that I can decide whether I want to say, "I'll talk to you when you sort that out and decide what you're going to do with your ex-girlfriend", or ,"I still want to hang out and if you end up getting back together with her, whatever". Just a very laissez faire attitude. He said it may come to nothing, that's how up in the air it is, and it has only been discussion. I didn't know what to say. So we went that night to the movies to see The Bank Job, which was pretty good. I then started wondering, and said outloud, "After what you told me earlier tonight, what must you think of me?". He said he thinks nothing unbecoming of me, whatsoever, it was him that said let's hang out, so if anything, it makes him look bad, not me. Ofcourse, this also speaks, prehaps to his character, to proceed in this way.

I was going to the Jonathan Richman show at the 8 x 10 Saturday night and then on to Automatic at Ottobar afterwards and Tony was supposed to be working that night. I sat talking with Carmin that afternoon and she told me that Allen had been asked by Rob if I was hanging out with Tony, because he said that he was still seeing Jenn Wyatt, still sleeping with her, and by what Allen said, pretty recently, and that basically Rob was concerned that Tony was playing both of us. So here is yet MORE information, things to bother me, but also things for me to hold in the forefront of my mind to keep a degree of cynicism. So maybe he is just having a ego trip that he can go out with two girls at once and all of that. If that's the case, then he's full of shit. I think I may casually mention Jenn Wyatt's name at some point to see if there is a reaction. I also wonder, if Tony is still seeing Jenn Wyatt, if he will have mentioned the thing with the ex-girlfriend. I don't know. I ended up staying while they closed the bar for the night. I will admit, it felt pretty cool getting in for no cover, thanks to Craiggers, who is so damn adorable, and hanging out after the bar closed and getting to smoke once everybody but the employees had left.

Despite having hung out with him initialy after receiving this information, the more I think about it, the less I like it, and the more I think it illustrates characteristics that I don't think I'd like to be privvy to.