Club Charles with Nick and Christina on Saturday. Lovely time, with grilled cheese at Paper Moon afterwards. Nick had to take Christina home, so he didn't stay, unfortunately, and I went to lunch with Carm and Allen at Red Lobster yesterday. Saturday night, a couple of interesting things were said. While we were in Club Charles, the warm embrace of alcohol and eachother doing equally good things, Nick mentioned, in the course of conversation with Christina regarding detatching oneself emotionally from sex, he said to me, "but I am emotionally invested in you."

I'm hoping Carm is not too terribly mad at me for him and I making noise, laughing in the livingroom with the television on last night while she was sleeping. I don't think we were too loud that long, but we were cracking up at one point (Oh, QVC and HSN, how I love thee), and she texted me. When I was leaving this morning, I knew better than to try to make regular conversation, but I did say that I'd fed the cat when I was leaving and she said back Ok, or something like that, but she did sound pissed still I suppose. I don't want her to be mad. He didn't get down here till eleven and we watched QVC and HSN. There was an intermission(ary---oh, I am wicked. Terrible double entandre, I know), and when we were done, the first thing he said was, "I wonder if the oil painting expo is on now". It was hilarious. Unfortunately, I had to work today, and at 2 o'clock, I was just like, I got to go to bed. I would have liked him to stay over, but then he would have had to get up and go home at 7, so he left then. He said he'll probably call me today. If we go to Club Charles or anything, I am going to meet him there and not stay till close. I really need to not run myself down again. I can do that staying out all night thing every once in a while, especially if it's a one off and I can recuperate from it, but doing it back to back and having to soldier on just is not happening. Anyways, it is now time for lunch. I am going to have either a coffee or a tea and a delicious cigarette. It's time to get back in order with this shit, especially now that the weather is getting nicer.