Took a nap when I got home from work yesterday, after stopping off at the cemetary to belatedly put flowers up for Pop for Father's Day. God, that grave looks lovely, so many flowers, totally noticable from the road, just the way I want it. Anyways, slept from about 6 to nine, then had an English muffin cheese sandwich, which, along with a frap and some crackers in the afternoon, was the only thing I ate yesterday. Of course, Nick and I ended up stopping at the Subway on the way home from Ottobar (the bread working wonders soaking up alcohol), just turkey and cheese and lettuce. But still, feel pretty good about consumption and maybe seeing some improvement.

Nick hurt his arm at work on Monday, or he'd already hurt it last week, and exacerbated it Monday, I suppose, so he called out last night and went to dinner at Golden West with his brother (in retrospect, if he wasn't hanging out with Sam and if I hadn't had my heart set on taking a nap, that would have been a good opportunity to go to Gertrude's at the BMA, when they do their cheap menu for dinner on Tuesday evenings.). Went to Ottobar, the thing he had to tell me about Monday night was that he was propositioned multiple times at Club Charles by these people to go have a threesome, luckily he had enough sense to decline, on account, he said of having a girlfriend and of the guy in the couple being the one totally pushing for it. Gross. Anyways, Two For Tuesdays was good, got pretty drunk, only had two large vodka and diets, don't think I even finished the second one, actually. Rob Soma, Angel, Laurie, Chrissy, Christina, and Rachel Levy were all there at various stages, as was Rob and my replacement, although I never got to say hello to Rob, which is not really a big deal, but then this morning he texted me back (once he was at work, I guess when the coast was clear) saying, "Yeah, there never seemed to be the opportunity to say hi. Hope all is well." I am curious to know if the little bird carried the story about barging into my room and everybody scaring the shit out of everybody else back to Mr. Farley, not that I'm pressed about it, I would just be interested. We got home last night and Nick was going to leave right then, eat his sandwich driving home, but I had to go to the bathroom, so he came in and sat on the sofa, then he was getting ready to leave and was telling me some very cryptic plans he has for tonight, which I said I may or may not agree to, since he wouldn't give me any details (and there are some things I simply am not down for, although I am open to a lot of things), just to follow his directions this evening. I can only imagine. We started making out and went up stairs, an hour or so later (yup yup haha), when he was getting ready to leave, he said that I seduced him and made him stay, which I found laughable, but still, kind of nice. I've never seduced anybody in my life haha. He said it doesn't hurt that I'm terribly attractive (or something to that effect), and that this evening he's got some real ideas.

I am going to get my hair done after work today. I'm very glad because it's grown out and the red is completely faded. Shame it will cost me so much money. I also have to stop and get a B-day card for C. (we're still supposed to get pressies for eachother sometime in the future), stamps, and, if I get to the grocery store, some pizzas, Coke Zero, and snacks ( think I need to take a little break from the Goldfish for a bit.). Spaghetti sauce, too. Got to cash that check before I can pay these bills (including that fucking parking ticket I just got.).

I wish I had some total spend money, like that check from the government, I wish I could actually use it for "economic stimulus" like it was intended, rather than keeping me afloat and making a tiny dent in my amassing debt. If so, I would purchase the Brit Box cd boxset of Britpop songs (mainly, I really like the packaging, a red telephone box with Britpop band stickers all over it.), maybe that Tom Waits Orphans cd that Nick was playing Sunday. He still creeps me out on a lot of stuff, and some of it I still say is complete shit, but I am totally seeing why he has a following, and some of it is downright awesome. I think if I can find that used, it would be a good place for me to start. Yes, I have been sold on Tom Waits. I'd also like to hit Urban Outfitters, just to look around, even though they haven't really had anything super cool in a good two years. But alas, that is not the case, and I already spend enough money frivilously, or if not frivilously, then just to finance my lifestyle, and it's not enough.