I have a migraine today and as much as I want to go home, I can't because of the occurence bullshit here at the hospital and the fact that if I leave, I will get fired. I'm still going to try to leave around 2, once I've worked six hours of my shift and it wouldn't count against me.

I managed to finally get my laundry done last night, after Carmin and I went to Cafe Hon for our free B-day dinners. Had to go to the laundromat, which took a long time and was boring, clothes were still wet, but it was after 9 and Nick texted me that he'd just gotten out of work, so I had to make due. We went to Club Charles and it was a lot of fun. Rob Soma came out, as well, which is always nice. After he left, I don't even remember how it got started or brought up, or even now what was specifically said, but it was something along the lines of me saying that Nick was from Baltimore money, and boy, did that upset him. I really don't want to recount the entire thing, but I got so scared, and upset then, myself, and started to explain that I don't mean that, and how really I'm jealous that my parents don't do anything for me, but I just started crying, and he immediately hugged me and told me not to cry, and we just kept hugging eachother and I kept repeating that I never want to upset him again, and he said he never wants me to cry like that, and that it would make him cry, too, and how hard he's tried to separate himself from the Baltimore money thing he was born into, and how he knew he never wanted to be a part of that, and I said I know, and I do, really, I describe him in that way, it's one of the things I admire about him. He just kept saying for me not to cry, that I was too pretty for it, and that I mean the world to him. He means the world to me, too. I told him, and he really does. I really need to learn to keep my mouth shut (Bigmouth Strikes Again), I swear I will never make those same mistakes again. I want so badly to be a good girl for him. I am thankful for it resolving like that and I will not say stupid things. I especially hated when he left last night, we stood on the porch making out for ten or fifteen minutes.

I will be glad to get out of here, hopefully at 2, and take a nap before going with Nick to Two For Tuesdays.