Two For Tuesdays turned into many more than two of anything last night. Nick had a bit too much, and ended up sick, had to pull the car over. Plan on stopping off at the carwash on the way home. Will just do the drive-thru one at the BP in White Marsh if I go to Target after work. I'm sure I can think of something I need from Target haha. Anyways, I felt bad for him, he just kept mumbling, "I'm sorry, baby" and broke out into such a sweat, soaked through his suit coat, hating life. Got him in the house, and he just wanted to stay put on the bathroom floor, but Carmin had to go to the bathroom, so once he got in bed that time, he stayed put and seemed much better this morning. I think what did it was the fact that this guy, this total douchebag, stole one of Nick's beers, just sidled up and snatched it, I saw him do it!! Then the guy took off and giddily was dancing around on the other side of the bar!! Can you believe that? I went over and said, "I hope you enjoy that beer you stole, ya cunt. I paid for it!" Actually it was on Nick's round, but that wasn't the point. So Tecla then gave him another and then the douchebag's friend came over apologising and bought us another, which of course meant two, one of which I drank (still amazed how beer sobers me up haha). We stopped at Subway, but Nick couldn't even get through half of it before he got sick. When I left this morning, he was like, "You're going to work, already? Why?" I would have loved to stay, that goes without saying. Left a note for Carmin so she knows he's there.

That came to a head again yesterday. I finally couldn't take it again. I was then told that I have been attacking her and basically, she was still mad about me having called her about that Sunday at her work, and what I had said to Allen. We kind of had it out, but hopefully that will be it. I will not ever make any mention of the whole her picking Rob over me thing. I'm letting it go, because she says for the last time, it's not true, it's not deliberate, and her and Allen's lifestyle is just different than mine and Nick's, which I resented her saying, but didn't get into it. We do both agree that so far, we are not impressed with anybody on the new Project Runway. I just want things to be normal, which for us equals awesome.

Nick texted me yesterday that we have reservations for Chingale, this fancy Italian restaurant, for 9 on Saturday, and for b at 6 on Sunday. Petit Louie doesn't take reservations for lunch, so we'll just go out there on Saturday around 1 or 2 and check it out. I am very excited. All this good food to try. I'm most excited about b, I think, their menu sounds the best. I would have rather gone to an Italian place with more traditional dishes (meaning pasta, pasta, pasta), but I'm sure it will still be good, and this is a place where you have to dress up, so that will be fun, too.

Project Runway tonight. Have to try to see last week's episode I missed because of the storm, hopefully hang out with Carmin. Tomorrow is Rob Soma's show at Lo-Fi, which I'm very excited about.

Had a salad from the cafeteria yesterday (field greens, tomatoes, cucumber, and kidney beans.), then two bowls of Grape Nuts Trail Mix around 8, and then Subway. Nick said he loves my curves and while he doesn't want me to get fat (nobody wants that, least of all me), if I was rail thin, he wouldn't have given me a second look, he wouldn't be with me. Then he started again about how he won't be the first to say certain sentences, and I said neither will I, so then he said in that case, "it will be two years later and we'll still be going at it and neither of us will have said it."

I will probably text him later to make sure that he wakes up in time to go to his doctor's appointment today. Going over to conference even though there really isn't anything to present because they are still having lunch and they have invited Dr. Nyhan and I. There's no escaping it, but I will try to have something sensible and light. I will spend the day fantasising about Golden West and Common Ground. I'm such a foodie.